whoah, so since when was the last time i logged onto here? yea, i just looked at blogs from about 6 months ago that i posted... my thoughts?
... what. the. fuck.
yea, that bad. why was i so stupid? If my present self would have met my past self, my present self would kick my past self's ass and possible slit her throat.
One thing was cool. How i wished i crowd surfed and moshed. Yea, i did that at warped tour this year. at least two of my dreams came true. haha!
Yea, i dumped duane back in january. then he tried to kill himself. Then i had this fling goin on for about three days with this guy named garrett. big mistake. Then things were boing for a while.
Then i met this guy named josh. yea, ive been with him for two months now. I am dead serious in love with him. I cant live without him. completely head over heels for him! He even talks about marrying me, and actually being serious about it. I found my soul mate, he's just the best.
Im still obsessed over afi, but a nofx is gettin pretty close up there. Davey havok is still the sexiest man to walk the earth, and is possibly a god. I have changed a shitload of a lot, though. I just dont give a shit about anything anymore. Everyone in galeton can kiss my ass, because none of you will see me around much. This school year im gonna be myself, even though nobody will like me. But that doesnt matter because i probably didnt like them anyways. i want nothing to do with anyone or anything, except for mel, grace, and josh... maybe a select few others, but dont get your hopes up.
Hey everyone! Check out this website! It kicks ass. It tells you your whole "sex-life" future. If it doesn't work it's still pretty funny, though!! http://www.crush007.com/love....
ok... i'm grounded. It was for the stupidest reason, too. My friend's boyfriend stayed at my house and i lied to my dad about it... and now i'm grounded for two whole weeks. no phone... no friends coming to my house, no going to friend's houses... AND NO ENAUD!! AHHH! I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS!! I DID get contacts today, though! :D! Now i am even MORE beautiful! haha.
I ALSO saved like, 40 pictures of DAVEY HAVOK onto my computer! His birthday is in TWO, count them TWO, days!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVEY!!
DAVEY, IF YOUR READING THIS I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO DROWN IN YOUR SEDUCTIVE EYES!!!
Davey is so sexy... ooooohh davey! davey, davey, davey... **melting** AND he has a seductive singing voice... and his lyrics are the most wonderful thing in the world! DAVEY! OH, MY BEAUTIFUL ONE!!! I KNOW YOU WERE A DORK IN HIGHSCHOOL, BUT THAT'S OKAY WITH ME!!! ***clouds drift away and i snap back into reality... sadly**
Anyway, that's about it for today!!
Until next time, lots of love/hate!
("Davey Havok" should be one of the topics. I can see it now, "Humor, Sports, Entertainment, Davey Havok, Technology")
I have found out something really really creepy and disgusting! (but fun to pick on) Enaud's dad, and Irot's dad are having an affair!!! It all makes sense! Over the summer Irot's dad, Kcir (pronounced "keer") bought the house next to the one he already owned. Then Enaud's dad, Nhoj (pronounced "Noge") rented the house. So technically Nhoj lives in Kcir's house...
You need to know this fact before you read the rest: My grandparents go up far far in the country to "look for deer". Then, my friend with a car was racing in the same backroads and saw my grandparents truck... parked... on the side of the road. So, my thesis is that they go up there to fuck. Ok, so now that you know that Kcir and Nhoj go "spotlighting"... Yeah, sounds familiar, huh? So, yeah, there's a gay relationship going on between my best friend's dad and my boyfriend's dad... haha!
---Written by Me especially to pick on Irot! :P
(Just in case if your wondering, there isn't really a gay relationship going on. I'm just assuming that there is a gay relationship. All the things actually happened though.)
OMG! I went to the Greenday Concert of Friday in Rochester! It kicked major ass! First Sugarcult opened up for them! omg, sugarcult is so fucking great, if you haven't heard of them then download their songs, bitch!
A New Found Glory, was good, but cannot be compared to Sugarcult or Greenday, in my opinion. Except the coolest thing happened in the middle of one of their songs! A GUY IN A WHEELCHAIR WAS CROWDSURFING! haha! It was awesome!
Finally Greenday came on! They kicked ass! The started out with "American Idiot" and played "Brain Stew" my all-time favorite Green Day song! They sang "We Are The Champions" by Queens at the end. They had the chorus lit up in lights in the back and the shot confetti out of the standing floor! I stuck some in my bra to take home with me! haha! Ahhh! I'm addicted to going to concerts now!Me and Ecarg really wanted to mosh or crowdsurf so we were gonna jump the railing to go onto the standing floor! We didn't, though. We were also just gonna walk in like it wasn't a big deal, but that didn't work out, either. I need to get pictures from Esyle. She was the only one who managed to sneak the camera in... (I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANTED TO CROWDSURF!!! YOU HAVE TO IDEA! I MEAN, THE GUY IN THE WHEELCHAIR WAS CROWDSURFING! IF HE CAN, THEN WHY CAN'T I??? CROWDSURFING LOOKS SO MUCH FUN!!! I REALLY REALLY WANT TO MOSH, TOO!! SO MUCH FUN THAT I WASN'T INCLUDED IN!!! AHH, IT SUCKED! BUT IT WAS ALSO LIKE, THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!)
On Saturday Ecarg and Enaud came to my house. Me and Enaud were upstairs "alone" when my dad called up and was being an ass. He asked us why he didn't hear us talking and why the lights were off... (Nooo! We weren't doing THAT you perverts!) My response? "We're not doing anything, plus the light IS on (it wasn't) , you just can't see it! And we're reading those books, ummm picture books... PHOTO ALBUMS!" (i couldn't think of the word, plus we actually were earlier) Dad didn't belive me. Then again he shouldn't... but we WEREN'T doing anything big. We were looking at the glowing stars on the ceiling, OKAY? :oops:
This spring i soooo want to go to Warped Tour! I missed it last year cuz i didn't have a ride, but Einalem promised she's drive me this year. If not i'll find a different way. I cannot miss Warped Tour! It's like, the greatest thing ever! I mean, AFI will probably be there! And AFI is the best band EVER, besides Spice Girls! HAHAHA! Just kidding! That one chick from the spicegirls has a penis. I can prove it!
Good Song To Download: Detachable Penis by "King Missle" It's hilarious!
When you hear the word "Butch" you probably think of a dog. If you see Butch, you would probably either piss your pants or stare in awe! Yes, she's that beautiful!
If you were wondering, Butch is a CAR! hehe!!
Well, me and my friend Irot discovered the magical "hotglue gun" in 'Industrial Technology' (otherwise known as shop). This thing almost instantly binds two things together! Give me any two things? Okay, an elephant and a paperclip! Yes! It can glue that together! So, as me and Irot were hot-glueing random things(nails, screws, hammers, screwdrivers, people) to the tables, windows, doors, walls, and people we discovered that we had an assignment to build a little car. Ok, it's NOT a car anymore. Now's it's a mobile home... literally. It has a satellite t.v., nails and symbols on it that decode into "three days grace" (awesome idea, Irot!), a bumper, a liscence plate that says "butch", nails on the tires for fashion, and a little bow on the back for a feminine quality! (Butch is a she)!
Tommorrow is so exciting! Me and Irot get to race Butch with other cars, AND I GET TO GO TO A GREENDAY CONCERT!!! AHH DUDES! I CAN'T WAIT! SUGARCULT AND A NEW FOUND GLORY ARE GOING TO BE THE OPENING ACT! **I'll be sure to get pictures!** Oh, yeah! I also got to hang out with Enaud today at Ecarg's house! so much fun, so little that i'm going to tell you! :P!
Sorry i haven't been writing anything lately, i've been as busy as a cow with a thousand empty gallon jugs of milk to fill!!
Until next time, lots of love/ hate!!
P.S. Today was a very good day! I PISSED A CHEERLEADER OFF!! HAHA! :twisted:
Yesterday was the best day since... forever! (almost) Well, WE ORDERDED THE ANTI-CHEER HOODIES! Except the 6th person didn't pay for theirs, so we got a punishment (at least they THOUGHT it would be a punishment)! YAY! WE GOT TO WASH IROT'S MOM'S CAR!! WoOt!! OMG! SO MUCH FUN! seriously! Sudsy black car... then... THE HOSE! OMG! THE HOSE IS FUCKIN AWESOME! hahaha!
We even got pictures! Yes, one of me washing the tire! GOODGOD! IT WAS FUN! Then we got a picture with me, Ennael and Latsyrc in the "Charlie's Angels" Pose. Ennael with a "gun" (hose) and me and Latsyrc on each side of her with our guns (fingers). Ha! It was great fun! SOoOoOoOo much FUN!! Ahhhh! I can't wait to do it again! Good times, good times...
AHH! Bad news! I think Idieh got on the cheerleading team! AHHH! THE ANNOYANCE OF CHEERLEADERS! I wish they would stick their pom-poms up their asses! Ha! That would be a GREAT sight!
omg. i think my boyfriend might be a crossdresser. For halloween... he wore his sister's cheerleading warm-up thing. It's like a bathingsuit with a turtleneck and long sleeves. oh, yeah. ITS SPANDEX!! Ahhh! creepy. I worry about him sometimes... I love him to death, though. :D Ok, i'm getting too mushy here..
Hmmm... that reminds me of a song. "Mushy Love Song" by Tsunami Bomb. I doubt any of you have EVER heard of Tsunami Bomb. And that's a good thing. I want to keep them all to myself because they are like... almsot the greatest band out there! AHHH SPEAKING OF BANDS!
I'M GOIN.G TO A GREENDAY CONCERT ON THE 5TH! AHHH CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER!!! AAAAHHH! NEED GREENDAY NOW, BITCH!
Ok, my spaz attack is over... whew! Ok, well you're prolly tired of reading about my boring life, so i'll stop typing about now.
This volleyball season has been awesome. The Valenti sisters were our coach(es). They're each in their 20's, so us girls had alot of fun with them and some of us had grown close to them. One of them had been me. Well, today was our last practice and they have finally decided they wouldn't coach next year. I was bummed and everything but I did NOT cry. I couldn't cry then! NOT THERE!!! Until 2 other girls had, that is. Then the rains came, the dam broke, the town flooded, a river of tears streamed down my face!!! Yeah... thats the tears part.
CHEERS
Cheerleading. I finally had a WEEK with no stupid little preppy girls being in a group with other stupid little preppy girls. I didn't have to hear the giggles or the stupid drama or any of that. I didn't think of anything after soccer cheerleading. No, no, no, i just couldn't wrack my brain enough to realize that there was going to be BASKETBALL CHEERLEADING! THE TRYOUTS WERE TODAY! I swear there were 90 girls trying out. (our school had like... 50 girls) One of them was Ideih! Ahhh! I hope she doesn't make it! There's this other girl that i hope won't make it. I'll just call her Annaesor. I'm kinda friends with her, but i don't think she'll make a good cheerleader at all. Today sucked balls.
Ok, there was one good thing about it. Ecarg came over along with Ennael. Pretty soon Mij came over too. Ennael and Mij went somewhere to makeout. Leaving me and Ecarg alone... with a camera!:twisted:
Hahaha... the results? You'll see. ONCE I FIGURE OUT HOW TO ADD A DAMN PICTURE ONTO THIS FAGGOT DAMNED THING! ok, ok.. i'm cooled down... ok
Until next time, lots of love/hate.
Busdrivers, Lesbians, and What They Have In Common!
Today sucked, yet again. haha, really, it did. I had fun on the bus to the v-ball game, though. Me and Irot were making fun the bus driver. Making faces at him and making him think we're insane... Pretending he's singing in a music video (that one by kelly clarkson) Yes, it even fits in with the plot of the song. It says something like, "I'll spread my wings and learn to fly" Yes. he wants to learn to fly... A PLANE! Yep, trading in his bus-driver liscense for a plane liscense. It's great! So much fun! Fuckin awesome!
If you didn't already know that, me and Irot have an attendancy to make people think we're nuts. It's our favorite passtime. Seriously, I bet i have more fun than you no matter what your doing. Seriously no matter WHAT!
I feel a little storytime coming on... haha
"The Six Flags trip" Here we were on the water-ride at six flags, at the very top, and there was this man standing there. All of a sudden i screamed, "NO, IROT, I WILL NOT SLEEP WITH YOU TONIGHT! I'VE TOLD YOU TIME AND TIME AGAIN, NO NO NO!!!" lmfao, i got some pretty strange looks. hehe, lesbians! not really, but ya know... hmm... what else?? oh, yes!
" THE BENCH " At our homecoming game we were bored so went into the shcool through the bathroom and into the lobby. There was a man standing out side of the window. On the inside of the window there was a bench... hehehe... We tapped on the window and hid under the bench, giggling like mad.. Laying on the floor under the bench... TOGETHER. Imagine that, walking into a lobby and seeing two 14 year old girls laying under a bench! HAHA! Yeeeeahhhh.... but we're not lesbians, so it's ok! THe man was confused as hell! Acted like he didn't know anything, acted like he was being attacked by something!! (ok, not really, but let's pretend, ok??) We thought he had looked away so i stuck my head out from under the bench. Ha! I WAS WRONG! HE WAS STILL LOOKING!!! AND HE SAW ME! ACH! so i hid again... I actually had my hopes up that he didn't see me. Then two people walked into the lobby... we froze as i thought **maybe they won't see us** I think Irot was thinking the same thing. They just stared, so it's all good. haha!
Ok, that's enough stories for a night. I wouldn't want you to think too much or anything. lazy little bastards!
Today suckes monkey balls... I saw a chick pass out though. It was awesome. She had an asthma attack (sorry if i offend you, i have an odd sense of humor) and passed out in front of the post office, there she threw up everywhere! It was great! Ha! haha! If I was her i would be embarrassed, but i'm not, so it's funny... funny as hell!!! HAHA!
My odd thought of the day: "Davey Havok would look like Vanilla Ice if he bleached his hair" Yeah, I know... Don't even say it... lol! But it is true! Also, i don't give a shit how crazy you think i am, but Davey Havok is sexy... with short hair. I don't want to hear your negative comments. Nevermind, send as many negative comments as you want. They might be amusing. HAHA!
Second odd thought of the day: "Preps would be cool if they weren't so damn preppy" HAHA! Seriously, i DID think this. Haha!
Anti-Cheerleader. yeah, that's me. And about 6 of my friends. It all started in shop class about 3 weeks ago when me and my friend, Tori, were picking on a girl in my class. Lets call her Idieh. She is a cheerleader. A pretty fucking crappy cheerleader. She does these cheers in the middle of class. And if we can stand up in class she wails her arms around rapidly and kicks and shit and thinks she's cheerleading... It annoys the fuck out of me. So i said we should have an Anti-Cheerleading club. I was joking at the time. I told the rest of my friends about it and we had the idea to... MAKE HOODIES! Yes, the hoodies. We spent 3 weeks deciding on what website to design it off of. Well, we finally found one last night. Well, at least my friend Latsyrc found the site. Ennael designed it! It is awesome. If you want to see it go here:http://customink.com/cink/r.jsp?E=darkstar_lrk" title="http://customink.com/cink/r.jsp?E=darkstar_lrk" target="_blank"http://customink.com/cink/r.j...%40yahoo.com&F=anti2!!! But we have one problem... how to buy them? We were all gonna buy them separate, but the fuckass site would only allow you to buy 6 or above!!! So, we had to find a credit card... Of course i was volunteered first. But my dad said he didn't think he could. 7 shirts on one bill? I dont' think so. they were $37 each! so that sucked. that REALLY sucked! So, we'll have to find an alternative...
Yeah, today's my birthday... I know, birthday's suck major ass! At least mine does! I don't see any point in it! Its like "wooo! 15 trips around the sun!" How do they even know how many times we go around the sun a year? It's not like they can take a measuring tape and measure the distance it takes to get around the sun! 15 is going to be such a crappy age, too! I'll be counting down the days until my 16th trip around the sun for my freedom to DRIVE! It's going to tke so loonnggg... OOOO! I found something else crappy about birthdays! I will DREAD my 40th trip around the sun! I will be soo old! Old=Yuck!
Omg! i actually found something GOOD about my birthday! I got a ceramic-coated straightener! HAHA! now I'll have creepily straight hair! YES! awesome! Yes! i'm getting contacts, too! AND the best part! TWO AFI CD's! YAY! LOL! The art of drowning and Sing the Sorrow. Sing the Sorrow is fuckin awesome! It has a picture of Davey Havock SITTING ON A CHAIR! It's so random and awesome! Ok, please stop ome right now on my obsession of AFI/Davey Havok... Ok, i stopped myself...
Until next time, lots of love/hate (whichever you prefer!)
